You know how your ex was, his/her background. Let's put aside maturity because of years after that.
Let's imagine its now. What would you do?
A little bit about everythihng.
Why do You feel that way?
I can't help but to feel .. Funny.
I love sex. Who doesn't?(well deranged humans maybe)
Ok. How do you feel.. When the person you love said that his/her guilt about your parents entrusting you guys not to have sex.. affects the whole process? (considering even after entrusting u guys, u still have it)
It's really gentleman and considerate of him to think that way. Not to mention responsible too.
But if it's all about them.. How about.. me?
Am I selfish to think it this way? I mean.. Feeling unhappy about it?
Argh. & when I said I won't tempt him anymore, u disagree & hope things goes on as per normal.
What? Come on. Now u tell me feelings with my parents involved, am going to just shrug it away?
I am.. trying my very best.. To think in ur position.
But that feeling of yours.. Has..negative effects/thoughts of me that I feel about.
Sigh.. U should settle those feelings.
As far as I know, it's our relationship.
We are being responsible.
& we are both happy (adds in parents aren't complaining)
Isn't that.. Enough?
iNa
Self doubts
Lately, I have been oversensitive with lot of things. Get moody super easily. Get pissed easily. Feel disappointed with myself easily.
& to tell you the truth, I am not feeling all that pressured.
Something's wrong with me.
Dun even talk about PMS. Previous menses before even getting them I was bad, but not this nasty.
I don't know. My insecurities?
A lot has to do with relationship.
I tend to cry about the smallest things too.
There isn't 3rd party.
IT's just i HATE feeling like in the past you know.
Neglected, lack of attention. blablabla.
this is so bloody pathetic.
I start being clingy. I HATE being clingy.
I don't know la.
See. Like I said, am making a big issue from something small like this.
Am really depressed.
iNa
2010 Celebration
Went to Kallang and picnic-ed there with RonRon, Shir & Syasya.
Ika couldn't make it cause she was too tired from her camp. Sad :(..
Anyway, we didn't really see the fireworks much.
It's pretty and all but.. It makes me feel.. Normal.
We had Shir's very sweet brownies(I LOVE sweet stuff)
And the only thing about that night was..
There's 2 boys opposite the road. When they were walkin, we heard glass breaking and it landed near the boys.
So obviously we looked at the boys direction. Shir thought the boys were the one who threw them when me & Syasya knew it wasn't them.
I am scared of sharp stuff & violence.
The boys came towards us and asked us if we were the one that threw the bottle at them.(It's kinda dumb because we are girls and there's only 1 guy and we weren't drunk).
So I reasoned out and said DUH NO and that wr didn't know who was the one that threw the bottle..
SHEESH.
Hate. scary. Nights.
Book reviews
To those who know me,
I LOVE TO READ.
I am not much of a wide reader like Shir.
But I do read when the concept interests me.
I love books that has twists and turns.
Here's one that I could recommend.
The Hunger Games
Story wise is like kids between the age of 12 - 18 are to be thrown in an Arena.
Whereby the last to survive will be the winner and the family will be awarded food & money.
Concept is like the show, Battle Royale, The Condemned.
It's really exciting and original. I finished both books in 2 days (400 page novels aren't enough):P.
These books are released this year and I couldn't find them at Popular.
Maybe Borders you can try.
Cost around: $21 i think.
Its worth it to spend $21 for a book.
Compare to clothes for me.
I bought it online at http://www.betterworldbooks.com .
It is a reliable source whereby New,Used books are there.
& it's a literacy fund worldwide.
If you feel like reading something for leisure, I recommend this book.
iNa
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